Which is it?

Pleased or Punished?

I got grabbed an pulled down hard. I landed with my ribs and stomach on hard thighs. I think that I bruised some ribs when I came down on your lap. The arm across my back didn't help any. Wiggling just made it worse, not anymore comfortable. The fabric of my shirt was already tight anyway, the position made it more uncomfortable when it was stretched against your legs. I can't stand my clothes like that.

Your let up so you could press your hand down between my shoulder blades. Your other hand moved to my hip to adjust me for your comfort. Glad I could accommodate. It starts to move from my him over my ass grazing along the outside of my pants, molding to the curve. It covers every bit of the area on both cheeks before it slides between my legs. When I try to jerk free the hand between my thighs cinches down on my pussy so hard and starts to rub. I don't care how good it feels, I don't want to be handled like this.

I'm trying to make it look like I'm uncomfortable when a short tap hits my ass like a warning shot. I'm not real sure how serious you were with that slap but I'd rather not push it and find out. Apparently there wasn't a need to provoke it on my part because after the short pause another hit with more force. Heat and pain was present on my ass cheek. I almost wish that I wasn't wearing pants. It just intensified the pain. Your hand trying to sooth the spot again didn't help at all.

I was so confused by what was happening. I wanted to scream for some reason when you ripped my pants down and off my ass. I didn't mean to panic but I had to get away. One hand still in the middle of my back and the other gripping my thigh just under my ass cheek kept me pinned. It was so hard to breath pressed to your leg. My chest still hurt.

I couldn't relax even when your hand was skimming my bare ass. There are never any panties to get in your way. I still couldn't think of why you were doing this. I didn't do anything or anger you. You would alternate between skimming with your finger tips or your whole palm. Your palm scared me the most. And I tried to feel good when you went between my legs but I was still edgy. I guess part of me liked it because I was starting to get wet. My body loves you no matter what.

I don't know how I knew you were going to spank me again. But I shrieked before it even struck. I could feel you hard against the side of me. You always said you were going to make me cry one of theses days I just didn't expect it to be so soon. I start to well up more with every stroke more out of anger than pain.

And it is starting to get wetter. The last time I flinched against your leg it rubbed just right to add pleasure. God it helped so much having something to grind against while my ass was abused.

I'm not sure if you took pity or me getting off because of it interested you more but I about screamed when you jammed two fingers into me and found my g spot. You pushing down and rubbing on that spot inside me had me bucking and gripping your leg. Its so hard to find something to ground myself to with that kind of pleasure. I was so close!

That fucking phone rang.

You kicked me off your lap and dug it out of you pocket. I couldn't believe it. I was laying sprawled on the floor when you rolled me over with the toe of your shoe and winked at me before walking off and answering your phone.

A piece of me

Here is a small bit of my day for you. I'm tired. Just got off work. All I can think about is bed... and tonight, the vibrator that I'll be sharing it with. The orgasm is going to melt bones and knock me out. Sleep is going to be so good. It is going to be bliss to just switch it on and not have to do any work. Lay there with my legs spread and let it hum against my clit.

But then again, it would be even better if I had some one doing that for me. And maybe be laying on my tummy instead of my back. Have my back and ass caressed while he or she ran my toy up and down from my clit to the top of the crack of my ass... and I could just lay there. Or lips could move over my body and maybe the hands might rub my legs. As long as I didn't have to do anything.

Or a warm body above me? Something pressing me down? Then there might be a dick sliding in and out of my puss. Lips and tongue and teeth on my neck, my ear, my shoulder. Fingers would trace the sides of my body, run up my arms. And I would enjoy it... being slow fucked almost to sleep, if it wasn't for the orgasm. I do love being cover like this. Its a big, heavy, warm blanket... with attachments.

Hmmm. What about having that dick in my ass and a vibe in me? Or the other way around. I don't care. It sounds good either way. I would kinda like to be completely filled. That being said, a dick in my mouth would be a nice addition but that is really too many things going on and I wouldn't be as comfortable.

Now that I think about it and my eyes are half closed while I type, getting slow fucked to sleep sounds perfect. Damn I'm tired. And so you are all aware. This is real and its for you. Thanks for letting me share with you.

Woke Up

so tired
a cheek slides along the inside of my thigh
eyes stay closed
don't try to open them
legs fall open
pussy goes molten when a tongue touches it
slow circles draw my skin tight
it throbs and drips wet
flat, wet, soft, tongue gliding up and down
getting wetter
lips slide against me

hands run up my stomach to my chest
nipples are hard and pink
knuckles skim underneath
palms completely cover them
fingers pinch
i press off the bed and into hands

no words
just moans
eyes stay closed
still not awake
not thinking

hands move down my body
trace the lines of my hips
back up
down my arms
wrapping around my wrists
jerking tight
pulling my body into an arc

I CAN'T MOVE
I'M PINNED
PANICKED
WIDE AWAKE
LEGS PINNED TOO
STILL CAN'T SPEAK
CAN'T GET LOOSE

THAT MOUTH IS MORE INTENSE
TONGUE MORE ELECTRIC
MY BODY IS STARTING TO JERK
LIKE BEING SHOCKED
SO TENSE
PRESSURE BUILDS
THINGS ARE HOTTER, WETTER

GASPING
BODY STILLS...

BODY CONVULSES
WETNESS STREAMS BETWEEN MY LEGS
I CAN FINALLY BREATH
SENSATION WRECKS MY BODY
VIOLENTLY PULL AGAINST RESTRAINTS

HELD DOWN
STILL LICKED, SUCKED
BEGGING TO STOP
STILL JERKING
MINDLESS AGAIN

FINALLY LET GO
EXHAUSTED
SATISFIED
TORTURED THOROUGHLY
BUT...

WOKE UP

A Little Touch

I like the angle of my hand sliding down my stomach.
The way that my palm feels brushing the soft skin.
How my finger tips never touch any hair.
How hard it is just beneath the skin before tips meet soft lips.

I like how sensitive my clit is.
How it is so smooth and damp.
My lips are always tight.
Never in the way when I circle my clit.
With my lips pulled back I can run my fingers through the shallow trench.
Feel the sensitive spot that lays on each side.

I like how I'm instantly wet.
My fingers slip through it and strait to the center.
It is so hot there my fingers feel cold.
It throbs and pulls them in.
It clenches when I try to drag them out.
They drip.

I like dragging them back up and around my clit.
The extra lube intensifies pleasure.
It softens my touch and I can apply more pressure.
I touch each side of it and run my fingers through the creases.
Pushing down building tension.

I like to slip a finger from my other hand into my pussy.
It feels empty with out something to flex around.
I am totally complete.
I won't have an orgasm that is lacking.
I don't feel empty

I like pressing harder and moving faster before I come.
I breath more rapidly.
My body tenses.
My back arches.
And all from my own fingers.

I like the jolt when I get off.
I gasp but there is no sound or intake of air.
My back bends off the bed.
My fingers are sucked in and held.
My clit pulses under my touch.
My body keeps jerking upward.
Sensations still rock it.

I like how tired I am after.
How I gave myself something.
How relaxed I am.
Every night before I fall asleep.
I like falling asleep satisfied.

I love the way my hands feel.

I love the way my body feels.

I love how no one appreciates my touch like I do.